im currently watching the 2010 countdown on channel 5.

my friends are gonna be on TV. wasnt able to buy some tix cause the rents wants to cook at home. so yea.

since its the last day of 2009 im gonna write down some resolutions like what everybody does.

1. save money
2. study smart
3. lesser bummer days
4. lesser shopping days
5. dont over buy shoes
6. get my tounge pierced
7. SAVE MONEY again
8. less complains on things
9. PRAY and bring my faith back.
10. TRY to love school. (cause i hate it like ass)
11. be a good kid to my rents.
12. learn to accept
13. TRY to be responsible
14. TRY to be good driver, pass the test and get a liscence
15.learn to be contented

i love it how my mom cooks filipino breakfast this holiday season.

cause honestly speaking, even though im staying in the PI 3/4 of my life every year. i do not eat those. yahknow, i have the "eat out every time you're hungry lifestyle'.

i had scrambled eggs, tapa and some fried rice today. thats wassup!

im craving for old chang kee:]

curry puff and tuna puff.
imma go out later and get some. then go to the indian shop around there to get my sucky eyebrow fixed.

chris brown's graffiti is LOVE

daaaang, im addicted to tumblr.
hit me up in there, http://www.joyannemac.tumblr.com/

and yea, ask me some questions and ill truly answer it at www.formspring.me/fuckeyeahjoyanne

december28

3 days to go before new year.

shit, it feels so fast. but im glad that everything is going fast. not that im excited to be in the future or anything, its just that im sick of 2009. i hope that 2010 would be better. less regrets and shit like that. i only have 2 years and a half left in my countdown. i can do this:]

26th

happy anniversary to my mom and dad:]

So, today right. just hang out with the familia then ate dinner at some thai resto.
saw alot of familiar faces like saiful and not to mention l.a.....cash flow of money dammit.
$100 dollars all gone at one shot. bought stuffs from forever21.
$40 jacket
$35 long top
$35.90 uggs
$5 earrings

still, i wasnt able to buy some v-neck white tees. been searching for them but cant fine one. does anyone know where to buy them?

oh yea, need to stroll around ion still. that shit is really big.

THE CHRISTMAS EVE.

wow, actually its already 3.28 in the morning.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

had a great and tiring day today. as usual, the familia went for the 12mn mass ( church was hecka jam packed) then dinner and then the favorite part which is the opening of gifts.

i got some few shirts from zara
a baby zebra named zak
booots
vans authentic low
and a 100 dollars from grandpa and grandma.

i love you guys!

i also got myself a tumblr account, m kinda new to that so yea, whatever. show me some love though! www.joyannemac.tumblr.com

everything happens for a reason.

People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."— Marilyn Monroe

damn right,
shit happens,
where ever i am right now it feels like its not the right place for me, not the right time, and worst chapter of my book.
i stand straight up on this & look at the bright side. everything will pay off later.
**

rash: you finish studying already or not?
joyanne: nope, you done with your ns thing?
rash: nope babe, 7 mos to go. how bout you?
joyanne: i have like a year or so...close to two. and good for you, 7 mos is fast
rash: yea man, but still a long way, how come your so late one?
joyanne: cause i took a four year course.
rash: what the..is it so difficult to be a nurse?
joyanne: i know right!

christmas break.

2 weeks to go!
im ready to go home!

i love the holidayssss.
cold weather
boots
leggings
starbucks and their red cups.

freaking money eaters! cash flow it is.
i got my dad a gift already. need to shop for mom and sistars still~

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sth to blog.

this weekend is so boring, the only good thing is its a weekend. i get to sleep in. i was suppose to go watch the cheer thing at the gym today but woke up late so just went to the mall with some beezy. i was hoping to see jd but i failed. dammit, (no big deal okay, i just want to mention it) so many days had pass alr. whatevs. haha

next week is gonna be full pack. quizes, and some shit. eww.
i wish for that one day that i just have to go to school to chill and have dance practice. can i hear art school? haha i dont know.

im soo tired of this everyday routine. i miss my friends.

ps. people bitch about you cause theyre jelous!

oh yeah, i love TM forever and ever:]

MR.WEBSTER.

happy birthday fagget! hahah had a great time walkin home with you, jess,nel and ralph! we should do this again and i promise to bring my camera the next time, cause i have a sucky camera phone.
& yea, dont you worry, everything will be all right. we just need time. yea? through ups and down home boy:)

coz its JD:)

its joey mannng:) why do hott guys are either gay or taken.

ps. this semester is cursed,
hate the schedule
hate the teachers
some classmates are gone
helppppppp meeeee!

*i have my new eye candyyy.he doesnt go to my school though which sucks.
VANS ROCKS MY THOCKS:D

on halloween night.

31st night was ira's halloween/debut party. it was really alot of fun. people+partayy+more stuffs+cotillion. everything fell into places. thanks for saving me partner:)

ps. ira looked great:)

the dance floor:)

FUCKyeah, i passed physics.

finally over:) next stop, biochemistry. goodluck joyanne!-_-

anywayy wanna greet lotsa people celebrating their birthdays today.
happy birthday jen. happy birthday tamie!miss you:] and belated to jessica and keren:)

october fest it is! party all day errday.

• glow in the dark/mexican party tmr.
• 18th costume/debut party on the 31st.
• keren's birthday on sunday -- aint sure.

ps. if you noticed theres lotsa' smileys on this post, iono, just felt like it. and yea, got another pair of vans today:) thanks dad!

another ps. phil tayag is hott:)

should i make a tumblr account?

iono, i cant betray blogspot, ive been with him for almost half a year already.
thinking thinking and thinking.

im so bored. why is this place so small.dammit, no place to go!

jessarimando(talking on the phone): Guys here likes white skinned girls with long hair and stuff like that.
joyannemacaraeg(doing my farking ncp) ROFL.



bring me back to the sin citayyy:)

digg his swagg.

we were talking infront of the sc building watching the people who passes infront of us. hahaha its funny how kriska shouts "rubbershoesss". we aint hatin or anything, were just saying so dont hate.

if only most population of guys wears pharrell williams's . I DIGG HIS STYLE:) simple but its fresh to death!

re-blogging.

“ I DON’T REALLY HAVE A PREFERENCE. I JUST WANT A GIRL THAT’S REALLY COMFORTABLE IN HER OWN SKIN. IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE A REALLY CREATIVE GIRL AND SOMEONE WHO IS VERY INDEPENDENT AND OUTGOING. YOU LIKE WHO YOU LIKE. I LIKE GIRLS THAT WEAR LESS MAKEUP. I LIKE GIRLS THAT WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND DON’T HAVE TO DO THEIR HAIR FOR ABOUT TWO HOURS BEFORE THEY STEP OUT. I LIKE A GIRL THAT’S NOT ALWAYS INTO THE GLAMOR AND THAT’S JUST NATURALLY PRETTY, YOU KNOW, THAT CAN JUST PUT ON SOME LIP GLOSS AND JUST GO. THAT’S THAT TYPE OF CHICK I LIKE. THAT’S THE REALNESS. I DON’T REALLY BANG WITH CHICKS THAT PUT ON LAYERS OF MAKEUP AND IT TAKES THEM LIKE TWO HOURS TO GET READY TO GO ANYWHERE BECAUSE WHEN THEY WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND THEY LOOK LIKE A HOT MESS OR BECAUSE THEIR HAIR ISN’T DONE. I DON’T REALLY LIKE THOSE MAKEUP MONSTERS.

- Kid Cudi (Interview with Honey Magazine)


imisshighschoolmusical3,imissyouuuu.

Joyanne, I miss you so much ! get back to me as soon as you can and let me kno a number that I can call you on cause i wanna call you haha.
hey! i miss you too!:] how you been? i still dont have a number. we can talk here for the mean time. ill try to be online most of the time.
Hey ! =)..I'm doing okay, I have been thinking about you a lot lately lol..how are you doing? having fun over there?
.....i was a bitch and didnt reply.
So I think I might go watch High School Musical 3 with my little cousin =) hahaha..hi ! =)
.....again, i was a bitch and didnt reply.
Joyanne ! I miss you so muuuch.you dont even kno....i kno i've been saying that but its true ! ha ha...hope to talk to you soon...
no replyy stillll.


EFFF THAT, i KNOW ITS MY FARKING FAULT.

drinks on me:)

the infamous skittles vodka.

skittles Vodka (with instructions)

1. Separate your skittles into colours
2. Mix 60 skittles and approx. 180mL vodka in empty water bottles
3. Shake the bottles well and leave them overnight.
4. Lots of white residue will be left, filter this out using a coffee filter or similar. Depending how viscous it is you may have to repeat this step.
5. Chill (in freezer) and serve.

(via chris jd)

DRINKS ON MEEE:)

anyway, next week is pretty much pack. i have my duty in the hospital every mon-wed then gotta hit my driving school on thurs-saturday and besides that, i have my dance practices for the upcoming dance fest sometime in december. you gotta love my schedd:]

anyway, dune and karen called me last week, awww i miss my girls back there. ill be seeing you guys on december yea?

dot dot dot.

jersey day was last week:)

whats goood?

straight up, yeaaaa!:)))

its been hell of a week.

just finished my paper for physics a while back, i swear, its like suicide.

afta schooo, went to chill in the mall with some of my fave-rite people till like 5-ish. then went home coz the rain is a painn in my fittt.

anywayyy i got a new tumblr crussshh. sexxay or whaat?

date is exactly on my birthday:)
10/05/09
re-blog:xoxotracy.

anyway, i just got the photos from the birthday bash from dads camera, i will post everything real soon. just wait:)

ps: cafe world is addictinggggg. be my neighbor! HAH.

fourth to fifth.

first of all, thank you to those who greeted me. means alot!! you guys are such muffins. hahaha
thanks jess, kan, leesha, jessa, meg, cynthia, kim ,arriane, carlo, web, ralph, nel, deryl ,courtney, alyssa, guianne for the surprise thing. that was wicked:) we owned the damn hotel. though i didnt see all of my favorite people, i heard from them. so its all good:)

ps. pics + vids will be uploaded soon, when im not busy and lazy:))

blackberry curve 8900

hmmmp. just what i wanted. the phone is freaking cute, Cuter if its mine. hahaha dad OWNS. i wouldnt mine if the phone will be passed over to me in the next 2 years. as long as its the CURVE:) hahaha

anyways, its been a lazy Sunday today, woke up like 11-ish cause i slept like around 1am last night. had breakfast with my cousin and then online for the rest of the day, by 5pm we gotta hit the church though,.

last night was ridiculous.

check out the damn socks:p

RIGHTS all the way:)

voting for the schools' student officers will be next week or something? i think.
RIGHTS all the way!!! since oscar did some dance number in class to get our votes.. well...........they got my vote!! the dance was pretty impressive!:))

i have my 3 days break from school. YAY me! whats in store???

blahh blahhh blahhh!

straight up frontin on this one.

alot of trials but still i try my best to face them, STANDING HELLA straight on this one and hoping to see a rainbow soon.

like what people always say, God give us trials to make us stronger and also to be a better person. he dont give us trials that we cant handle.....
rain rain go away now!!!!

2 weeks of community work----done, one week to go & i cant wait! i needa rest.
anyway,, random picture post.

save the kitty!!:)


the sexay car. i wish..

2 years ago.

random random random.
i miss everybody.
xoxo

Fck the deadlines

gotta meet the deadlines before i fail this thing. -_-
i kinda miss the school when we do community works. can you believe i said that? haha whatevs.

in the past weeks, ive been tryna tie some loose ends, yahknow it use to be so thight before, we thought that it wouldnt slip off. but it did. no talks for like a year.......
it feels good to be able to talk to you again even though its just a small talk. its not thesame as before but glad that you replied.

out of the blue.
i love kabba modern and team millenia:) just a random thought, melissa R. still rocks my thocks.

999

Days like this is like once in a life time, so i decided to blog.

im gonna miss my class tomorrow, yes, for the first time ever.(im a good student, i know!)
im happy because i dont need to go to my physics class for this week. hahaha

anyway, i got dorian's package last last last month i think?, thanks for that dude. ill return the favor soon, that i promise, the package contains a CD with mocha production videos:) its cool though, hes starting to make it big in his career doing small commercials and whatnot, good job dorian:) im happy for you. hahaha. check www.youtube.com/mochaluva for more videoS.

the quote of the day:
C: your being too cool
D: the world becomes too boring because of being too cool.

i got this quote from the quote bowl in the dessert stall that we always go to. wierd.
Nels' quote of the day is weirder though. haha

cause we, you & me can really break it down.

omygahh its september already just like that.???i didnt really felt august cause mybe i was to busy with stuffs. i hope semptember would be a gooood month.

Dx: sleep deprivation related to environmental factors as manefested by the graveyard shift.

WHATEVER, i honestly dont know what to write.
oh yea, im getting my TIN number today, its some shit you need to get a students liscensce. after gazillion years, i finally got the time to do that. i miss my free times. & leesha! you should get yours too so that we could be classmates in the driving class, that would be fun:)

whatelse,,,,,, my saturday night is booked with the hi5 peoples. we gotta kick it cause its been a while, ralph and nel has been busy last week so its just me, jess and webster. we gotta be complete this week!

CASE NUMBAH ONE.

i got a case on my second day in the hospital. did the cord care and injections for baby drizia, she was hella cute:) i was too scared to hurt her. so i did everything slowly but the nurse ask me to do it faster, so i did.-_- everything went well though. i just hate the paper works.

next week would be my graveyard duty. 11-7am. i use to stay up late before, cause i was online doing unimportant stuffs, i dont know if i can manage to do that now in the hospital plus the place creeps me out especially at night. yknow, hospitals+ghost. okay. nuff of this.

another thing: i wanna transfer to another school!!! i wanna go to leeshas' school coz their school is the shit, not like mine.

another another thing: rose left for florida already. i wasnt able to say bye to her coz i dont know, im not sure where am i that day. i feel bad though. im gonna miss you rosie!! no more 50's witchuu:(

ps. i should be studying maternal and reading the bible right now.but im lazyyyyy-_-
& i was able to talk to krizia (cuzz) today, i miss my people back there.seriously.

bitter.

My first duty in the hospital is tmr. im not excited, actually im scared. ill be in the OB ward so, pregnant women is under me and my group. During the orientation that was held last Monday and Tuesday, they gave us this mini "bible" which contains the demerits that you'll have if you missed any duties, if your tardy and some shit like that. It feels like every move you make, you get an extension which sucks.

anyway, ill be meeting my clinical group today in the hospital and we'll be doing our pre-visit. i have to wear a freaking knee level skirt and stockings which i dont have so im having major problems. stress, stress and stress.

LET US SKIP THE OTHER STRESSFUL PART OF MY LIFE.

Ive been hooked with watching basketball games lately (both women and men). me and my friends has been trespassing to another university (leeshas' school) just to watch. i love the game and i love their school. i wanna transfer there but pops doesnt agree.

ps. Bitter...NOT! past blogs, clear them out. not into you. period:)

real quick.

im having a hella hard time typing from leeshas g1 phone, buhh its kinda cool though,im getting the hang of it. so yea, just tryna update you guys on stuffs. everything is kinda chill today,like normal normal days. school is still a bitch,dance workshop is ending soon and auditions are next. havent decided yet if i would go to that coz i have a hella bummed sched now.fml, oh well thats it for now, bye...im not sure of my feelings right now, i wont assume, and yea, im not down with just texting. i want talking..for real mhan,

O.O

wow, i got myself pretty eyebags. great just great. im sooo tired but i still manage to attend the dance workshop thing and after.... get lazy to study for the next days' quiz. okay, not a good hobby.

btw, i got my schedule:)

Aug24-26 : 7:00 - 3:00 - OB ward
Aug 31-Sept2: 11:00 - 7:00 OB ward
Sept7-9 : OFFFF:)
Sept14-16 : 8:00 - 5:00 - community work
Sept21-22 : 8:00 -5:00 - community work
Sept 28-30 : 8:00 - 5:00 - community work
October5-7 : OFFFFFF:) BIRTHDAY WEEK:)) thats watsup!
October 12 - 14: OFFFFF:))
October 19 -21 : 3:00 - 11:00 - Pedia ward
October 26 -28 : 7:00 - 3:00 - Pedia ward

clearly, i wont get a long break coz school starts on the 3rd of november. it sucks!!! seriuosly, im gonna die!! the next thing i know, imma be the patient alr. sheeesh!

ps. hidden desire:)) ♥

out on the floor, there aint nobody there but us

when you dance, theres a magic that must be love like.-Michael Jackson.

:)) wow, cousin knows you from highschool!

got my game back?

cause i got myself dancing again. yea. for the longest time on earth..........again.
So, people are pretty nice and chill in the workshop. guess they're teaching some routines for the upcoming dance feast in school..its exciting though. joining or just watching. whatever, im still excited. wasnt able to participate in this event last year. soo yea.

another thing is, papers are back from the prelims, well, borderline. im not really an academic type of person, i know im smart though but im just lazyyyy..hahaha and dont ask about my physics. i just have to get those grades high or atleast get a just right grade to pass all through out so that i can have my nice holiday on october. :D

PS.

happy birthday to you!! i miss you, and im not just saying that. i miss your random watcha doing text everyday, you tryna' speak in tagalog and our TTHS walk to my dorm. i know we dont talk much now even though we promised that we would. just wanna let you know that i didnt forget you. hope you have a nice day today....piglet!:)

stresssss

is killing me. seriously. i think it can kill people. too much of this aint good.real talk!

the week is sucha' bull. been ktfo every night. i dont even know why, but im glad that this week is almost over and atleast i get to sleep in tomorrow. i dont really know what to blog today, and just felt like typing stuffs and for update sake:)

im so distracted by alot of things now, cant even concentrate. plus, my phone is being so ghetto and hangs up on me. i dont even feel like changing it cause we have memories together. hahaha i have my memorable convos' in there, but i guess i dont have any choice. imma keep it still though.

iCONs auditions and workshop on monday, should i?? idk.

ps. im gonna learn how to drive..and getting my liscense.
im delayed. i know.-_-

freaking funny.

OMG, scarce-ity of boys - plazer.

this guy/girl makes me laugh. i ♥ gays. theyre freaking funny.
we were dying laughing infront of the donut station.

friday.

is raining amazingly hard today so basically, everyones' lazy to go out. oh please, rain rain go away! yesterday wasnt even raining this hard. oh yea, got to talk to rash on facebook yesterday.

rash: ill be done with ns then
joyanne: so you'll be a police then.
rash: im not sure if i wanna be a police, i change my mind
joyanne: then watcha gonna do after that?
rash: i wanna teach.
joyanne: thats good. stay in school!
rash: whats that suppose to mean?
joyanne: you know, good guys stay in school.
rash: im a good guy.
joyanne: yea, i know. hahaha
rash: damn you.

LOL. that guy!
its awsome catching up with you though!:)

school on tuesday...again. dayuumm. im getting lazy to get back to school. im not excited!

oh and i took the "whos' your celeb boyfriend" quiz on fb. guess who its is.......

its chace crawford!!OMG!:] okay thats random. bare with me!!

it feels like a lockdown.

Omg. cant believe ive been doing nothing productive for days now. FML!

and because of not doing anything, i have more floating moments. yah'know what i mean. its like your mind is floating and you been thinking of stuffs that has happen to you in the past or even things that will happen in the future, believe me, its like thinking alot of what ifs.



i hate this year! its not for me, my chinese friend told me that this year is a not so good year for me. not that i believe in those stuffs but. you know, sometimes, i feel like its true! alot of hardcore dramas has been happening in my life, alot of things getting on my way and shiit like that. i dont even know how i manage to pass everything. (more like survive) wow. im so proud of myself for that. it seems like things are not going my way. i hate it! but what can we do right. we just go with fcuking flow.



Adding to that, my life is a lockdown, its not like someone is spying on me..the freaking dorm owner is trying to control us. we are pretty much moving soon. bye dormlife,bye stupid curfew. hello HOMEw/ my favorite people in the dorm!:) you know what, because of college life, im learning to be more independent. im learning alot of things that you dont even learn in school or just when you were at home with your rents. though i miss them, i miss home! im sooo growing up and im missing alot of things already. i miss hanging with the crew till the wee hours in the morning, i miss my dad shouting at me to do the dishes and clean my room, i miss my mom's never ending sermons on stuffs. i miss everything. So, is this the real life theyre talking about? if it is, then mybe im not yet ready.

fat days.

im such a bummer since classes are off for days now. everyday seems to be my fat day.

new fact:

fact #1: i gained hella weight. i look like a balloon. eww.

movie hop-ing.

So, im actually waiting for the movie timing of hannah montana. 2.50pm. then planning to watch ice age 3 tom:] and then Up. movieeee hop-inngg!:] web and ralph aint gonna make it. those fags. hahaha hi5 people aint complete again. so many plans for this month.

and yes!! were goin disney land on october:] my dad said yes already and im just asking people to come join us. if you guys wanna come holla at me asap:] excitedd vibe.

before i forget. i wanna greet my homiee a happy birthday! you are not a teen anymore! hahaha buhh who cares! life goes on! good luck on davis! im happy for you. i think we'll graduate at the same time:] 2-3 years!!! hope to see you soon! happy birthdayy louissseeee!:]

middle of the week.

cant wait for this week to be over. but i still dont want to start another week. i want like a pause moment.

this day is ridiculous! started the day with a shot of h20 on my tummy and then on my lower back side.. for school grades purposes. those shiit hurts! i can still feel the pain on my back side. i think im immune to needles now.

the messy-est desk everr..
and yea, you can see the first 3 syringe i bought in my life:]
the calculator since highschool.
my zeebraaa psp.
the ghetto phone.
my 4 years wallet.
papers/notes.
barrel man -- a gift.
mavericks' baby -- pirates cap:]
pens that doesnt work-_-

had the rest of the day at brentwood doing school work with daisy,richard,keren,guianne,femalyn,richiel,shiella, and lovely. ended the stuff at around 7ish then everyone squeezed in daisys' car to go to the mall. swear, we were not there to chill! but i wish we were!! saw the dorm mates then went straight back home.

im really starving nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

headache.

im having major head ache today. i wanna laze around and just watch dvds the whole day but. I CANT! loads of things to doo.FML.

i was out last night till 1am. mybe thats why im having this headache. it was baby girls' birthday! thatys why, happy birthday kimmy!! your kickback was great! thanks for the treatt!!!

went to this bar to chill and watch the performers. (pictures will be up soon) we were laughing our asses off, seriously. been so long since i had funn like that.

and yea, rose is back! imissssssssssssssss that girl. the cotton candy all day errday now continous.

bloggg.

cant believe i spent my whole day in the library. if it wasnt for the freaking physics homework thats due on thurday, i would be just chillen the whole dayy. i dont like thursdayyys! i swaer to GOd, i have physics the whole morning from 7.30 - 12.30 can you believe that? ill be KTFO evry night of thursday.

ohh well,i wish to go to disney land! get a new phone and try the gummy bears flavoured jamba juice. its just a random thought.hahaha. Louise left something on my wall talking about how she wished we could visit her again. i wanna visit her and do lotsa stuffs.thesee stuffs! i need a breeeeeak!

Fathers day.

happy fathers day to all them fathers in the world and to you daddy! love you!!!!

soo just a rundown of my week.

monday - ditch class. hahahah keeding. i just dont have classes every monday so its kinda chill. went to the mall with kan,alicia,jess, and aika then chilled at the coffee shop for a while.

tuesday - saw my schedule and hate it! though i get out of school by 2.30. i was hecka beat! i dont know why.

wednesday - after school, me,jessica,kan and leesha went to the mall to meet rose and cliff. ate at Gerry's. suppose to drink but cant do that when you have school the next day. hahaha were gooooooooooood!:]

thurday - FML. physics class the whole morning. it sucks sooo bad! help me!

friday - pretty chill school day. nothing much happened. just went straight homeee after.

Saturday - my class ended at 7pm. urghhhhh. &im getting my cap and pin sooon. IM A NURSE!:]

Sunday - im actually here at ralphs' place. enjoying their wifi. hahahaha and just plain chillin,movieesssss&youtube:]

oh yea, lakers won:] cheeeers! 2009 NBA champs baby!!!:]

short.

POST.
i always write short posts but i think this would be the short-est? mybe.

im soo bored thats why i thought of just writing random stuffs in here.
Webster is taking forever to drop the IDs in our place, mybe because of the not so sunny weather. where are you faggot! hahaha you dont even reply my texts.

so tomorrow is the dayy. IM NOT READY! really.

Dear GOD,

i just hope that everything would fall into places.
make me stronger and more patient.
AMEN.

kickback.

reunited with the hi5 people minus one. (nel, you need to show your face to us! hahaha)

me and jess went up to the mall to meet the hi5 boys. they were suppose to pass by our place to get us but i dont know, some shiit happened. so yea, bought some small notebook then had dinner at a chinese fastfood chain. had a little talk about the girls in their life. the boys in our life. new stuffs that hs been going on and stuffs like that. we were catchingg up forreals. hahaha its funny how they open up on things like that, i think its cool:]

One of my classmate saw me there and he didnt even said hi! whatever, i didnt even saw him. he texted me after he saw me and he was like, "hey i saw you, double date huh?!" im like duhh! theyre like my boys and we just hang like straight up friends, then i ended up saying how im always one of the boys. i think he understood it differently, he didnt reply my texts anymore, i think he thinks im gay. shiit! wth! thats hecka funnyyy!

blah blah blah. back to watching movies all dayyyy todayy. mhmmmmm:]

Drag me to hell.

got me&sister&cousin screaming our lungs out.

So, 2 more days and hell starts again. omygahhhhhhh! not sure whats in the store for me.

btw, im meeting ralph and webster tmr. they wanted to watch drag me to hell but i gotta stick wif the first plan; to watch it with my cousin and sister..
im sooo broke, been spending on things lately and i still owe ralph a freaking icescream! yea, yea, ill get you one when we meet!! &GUYS!yaknow we can watch another movie tomorrow. terminator or whatever, hannah montanna the movie is a must though, ya'll MUST watch it with us!!*cross fingers* one of the boys! so whaaaat!

PS: i am soooo not ready for this kind of life!! i want my old life back forreals!!!!

flu shot.

my phone woke me up today. like 12-ish. it was my aunt asking us to go to the hospital for our flu shot. that shot hurts so bad. i dont know, maybe i was just nervous thats why it felt like that.
oh well, had a great time with the monte girls yesterday, feels like the old times, only now everyones grown up. kayeF suppose to drive us around but her sister is using the car, so we were kinda stuck in the mall till 7. planning to partaayyy before next week:] yay! affterr 8721872 years of not partyingg. (okay, not really)


my friday is packed. meeting my cousin to watch drag me to hell:] i wanna watch UP instead, but movie is not out until august13 or something.LAME right! urghhhhh FAST FORWARD PLEASEEEEEE!!!!!!!

coz you gotta move on.

with your life.

i feel like im still living with my old life. everything is different now, i gotta go with the flow and just let go! i need to grow up with them so that i wouldnt be left behind.oh well.. nuff of this.

so today, i went with jessa to accompany her in her new school, shes going to UC this year. i think the school is better than my school. whatevs. school is always not cool anyways. We went straight to the mall to buy stuffs.
oh yea, im gonna meet my childhood friends tomorrow, cant believe it! weve been friends ever since gradeschool. we sure gonna catch up on alot of things. never saw them for many years now.

random post! we were watching the replay of paris hilton BFF on mtv last night. ILOVE ONCH!!! he/she puts the spice on the show!:]

i think i need a bff like him/her with pigtailsss:] ciao for now!:]

the last song

SYNDROME. (girl version)

And when I met u
I thought I could be myself
You showed me lovin like nobody else
I never had to ask for nothing
with him it seems like it was always something
Now I know the choice that I should have made, shudda bin with u what else can I say
So wud u be with me
Il be yours eternally

He may have what I want
But your the one I need, I need
He may look like them guys in the videos
But your the one for me
I used to think he was so fly
and If u asked me why im with him I cudnt tell u why, oh no
It so clear to see, you’re the one I need - what i need deepside


Oh please someone make a choreo on this song and teach me:]
so, ive been planning to work on my dancing again. me and my friends are joining the schools' dance team, well, were still planning, yahknow, if our schedule is okay with it. i neeed to dance again, work on my flexibility and whatnot.

EFFF, some annoying band is rolling around my area and their noise is irritating me.

btw, i wanna make a shoutout to the FDC familia, their having a big performance right now. goodluck you guys. rock the stage like what ya'll always do.

i did it!

i made it in the schools' cut off. NOW WHATT??

we've been having alot of gloomy days ever since thursday. i miss the sun! i always hated the rain, yahknow. the sun + cool breeze will be nice:] whatthehellhappenedtoourweather??

my sista and i went to the mall to eat and thank god it wasnt raining, saw alot of peoples in there that we kinda know said hi and byes then went back to our buisness. seems like everyone have their own thing goin on. oh yea, i forgot to say thank you to WEBSTER! we owe you alot dude!! see you on monday, we should hanggg like for reals:] i miss my old classmates, whatever we do, we cant bring the old class back:( ohh well, have to mixx with other people again. theres always a reason why your old friends didnt make it to your future. i still love each and everyone of youuuu:]

idontwannaflyyyyy.

i was soo lazy today, but still gotta get movin..
had dinner with the cousins at the cheap resto in LP then head to the face shop cause krizia wanted to buy more nail polishhh, she been buying one every time we go there. hahaha (nailpolishhhfetish). head to starbucks to chill for awhile, talkkkkkkkkkkkedddd.

*dayumm i feel so bummed that i wasnt able to see you. yea whatevs. ciao for now.

continue.

Had a kickback with the fdcrew ladiesss yesterday, whole afternoon till 10pm. i know, thats how we miss each other. im glad we did that though, so many stories to tell and just bull and crap stuffs that we always do. also meet amz, krishas' friend. 7 hours with them is just priceless.

spend hours in carls jr.

beware! (picture of the day, LMAO)


cheetarrs:] my twin towers. & D'jewel sistars.


me, krizia and ams:]



who doesnt have a mirror shot.

the next day, i went out with my grandma and mom. they bought their shoes @ orchard and then ate at LJS. i was craving for it last night like for real.

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