got my game back?

cause i got myself dancing again. yea. for the longest time on earth..........again.
So, people are pretty nice and chill in the workshop. guess they're teaching some routines for the upcoming dance feast in school..its exciting though. joining or just watching. whatever, im still excited. wasnt able to participate in this event last year. soo yea.

another thing is, papers are back from the prelims, well, borderline. im not really an academic type of person, i know im smart though but im just lazyyyy..hahaha and dont ask about my physics. i just have to get those grades high or atleast get a just right grade to pass all through out so that i can have my nice holiday on october. :D

PS.

happy birthday to you!! i miss you, and im not just saying that. i miss your random watcha doing text everyday, you tryna' speak in tagalog and our TTHS walk to my dorm. i know we dont talk much now even though we promised that we would. just wanna let you know that i didnt forget you. hope you have a nice day today....piglet!:)

stresssss

is killing me. seriously. i think it can kill people. too much of this aint good.real talk!

the week is sucha' bull. been ktfo every night. i dont even know why, but im glad that this week is almost over and atleast i get to sleep in tomorrow. i dont really know what to blog today, and just felt like typing stuffs and for update sake:)

im so distracted by alot of things now, cant even concentrate. plus, my phone is being so ghetto and hangs up on me. i dont even feel like changing it cause we have memories together. hahaha i have my memorable convos' in there, but i guess i dont have any choice. imma keep it still though.

iCONs auditions and workshop on monday, should i?? idk.

ps. im gonna learn how to drive..and getting my liscense.
im delayed. i know.-_-

freaking funny.

OMG, scarce-ity of boys - plazer.

this guy/girl makes me laugh. i ♥ gays. theyre freaking funny.
we were dying laughing infront of the donut station.

friday.

is raining amazingly hard today so basically, everyones' lazy to go out. oh please, rain rain go away! yesterday wasnt even raining this hard. oh yea, got to talk to rash on facebook yesterday.

rash: ill be done with ns then
joyanne: so you'll be a police then.
rash: im not sure if i wanna be a police, i change my mind
joyanne: then watcha gonna do after that?
rash: i wanna teach.
joyanne: thats good. stay in school!
rash: whats that suppose to mean?
joyanne: you know, good guys stay in school.
rash: im a good guy.
joyanne: yea, i know. hahaha
rash: damn you.

LOL. that guy!
its awsome catching up with you though!:)

school on tuesday...again. dayuumm. im getting lazy to get back to school. im not excited!

oh and i took the "whos' your celeb boyfriend" quiz on fb. guess who its is.......

its chace crawford!!OMG!:] okay thats random. bare with me!!

it feels like a lockdown.

Omg. cant believe ive been doing nothing productive for days now. FML!

and because of not doing anything, i have more floating moments. yah'know what i mean. its like your mind is floating and you been thinking of stuffs that has happen to you in the past or even things that will happen in the future, believe me, its like thinking alot of what ifs.



i hate this year! its not for me, my chinese friend told me that this year is a not so good year for me. not that i believe in those stuffs but. you know, sometimes, i feel like its true! alot of hardcore dramas has been happening in my life, alot of things getting on my way and shiit like that. i dont even know how i manage to pass everything. (more like survive) wow. im so proud of myself for that. it seems like things are not going my way. i hate it! but what can we do right. we just go with fcuking flow.



Adding to that, my life is a lockdown, its not like someone is spying on me..the freaking dorm owner is trying to control us. we are pretty much moving soon. bye dormlife,bye stupid curfew. hello HOMEw/ my favorite people in the dorm!:) you know what, because of college life, im learning to be more independent. im learning alot of things that you dont even learn in school or just when you were at home with your rents. though i miss them, i miss home! im sooo growing up and im missing alot of things already. i miss hanging with the crew till the wee hours in the morning, i miss my dad shouting at me to do the dishes and clean my room, i miss my mom's never ending sermons on stuffs. i miss everything. So, is this the real life theyre talking about? if it is, then mybe im not yet ready.

fat days.

im such a bummer since classes are off for days now. everyday seems to be my fat day.

new fact:

fact #1: i gained hella weight. i look like a balloon. eww.

movie hop-ing.

So, im actually waiting for the movie timing of hannah montana. 2.50pm. then planning to watch ice age 3 tom:] and then Up. movieeee hop-inngg!:] web and ralph aint gonna make it. those fags. hahaha hi5 people aint complete again. so many plans for this month.

and yes!! were goin disney land on october:] my dad said yes already and im just asking people to come join us. if you guys wanna come holla at me asap:] excitedd vibe.

before i forget. i wanna greet my homiee a happy birthday! you are not a teen anymore! hahaha buhh who cares! life goes on! good luck on davis! im happy for you. i think we'll graduate at the same time:] 2-3 years!!! hope to see you soon! happy birthdayy louissseeee!:]

middle of the week.

cant wait for this week to be over. but i still dont want to start another week. i want like a pause moment.

this day is ridiculous! started the day with a shot of h20 on my tummy and then on my lower back side.. for school grades purposes. those shiit hurts! i can still feel the pain on my back side. i think im immune to needles now.

the messy-est desk everr..
and yea, you can see the first 3 syringe i bought in my life:]
the calculator since highschool.
my zeebraaa psp.
the ghetto phone.
my 4 years wallet.
papers/notes.
barrel man -- a gift.
mavericks' baby -- pirates cap:]
pens that doesnt work-_-

had the rest of the day at brentwood doing school work with daisy,richard,keren,guianne,femalyn,richiel,shiella, and lovely. ended the stuff at around 7ish then everyone squeezed in daisys' car to go to the mall. swear, we were not there to chill! but i wish we were!! saw the dorm mates then went straight back home.

im really starving nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww.